Eight

My countdown begins. I am about to close one chapter of my life story and start writing yet another beautiful chapter. Though uncertain of what my future holds, I have surrendered the Pen to God and to His all-knowing will. Amaze me Lord, like what you always does.

Psalm 139

You search me, You know me
You see my every move
There's nothing I could ever do
To hide myself from you
You know my thoughts, my fears and hurts
My weaknesses and pride
You know what I am going through
And how I feel inside
But even though you know
You will always love me
Even though You know
You'll never let me go
I don't deserve Your love
But You give it freely
You will always love me
Even though You know

After all the hurts and pains that I've gone through because of the wrong choices and decisions that I have made, it is comforting to know that God sees us and loves us still. Truly, no one will be sweeter than the love that He has to offer. Every time I hear this song, I can't help but cry and bask in the comfort of this undeserved Love. Thank you Lord for the love you've freely given; for your forgiveness and for not letting go of me.

Mantra

Greater things are yet to come

God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the CALLED.

I am not perfect and I still have a lot of shortcomings but despite all that God is giving me the privilege to serve Him with all that I am (Yes, including the imperfections in me). There are so much more to learn and so much more to improve but I was reminded again that in serving the Lord what matters is our Heart and our willingness to allow God to use us in this mission. All we need is a single YES to Him.

Note to Self:

You are destined for greatness because you have a great God...

When God takes something, He replaces it with the Best

Love Cloud - March 9, 2012

If there's a kindness that only you can do, you must not refuse it...

Love Cloud - March 8, 2012

Just so you know, I am WAITING for you

Dear One,

I am wondering what you are doing right now and I am not even sure if you know that I exist. We may have been separated by time, distance or priorities but I believe that someday we will meet. I am not sure how or when but I know that it will be worth the wait. I am in constant search for you in every christian brother that I meet and there are times that I have mistaken them as you. You know what I am hoping now? That somehow in your busy life, you think of me too; you protect yourself for me and you wait for God to reveal us to each other.

There's this one brother that I met last year, I was inspired by his passion for his service and mission as a Christian. He has most of the qualities that I would want you to have - responsible, loving, nurturing, God-fearing and family oriented. I love having him around, I am comfortable spending time with him and I am enjoying my friendship with him. But you know what? I love the happiness and inspiration i felt seeing him around, I am just not sure whether I should trust my feelings. Only God knows when is the right time for us to meet and I am trusting Him - that's better.



From this, you will know how excited I am to meet you. I am still preparing myself for that special day. I just want to become the best for you that's why I am taking my time. Please be patient too. Till that very day, see you soon.




Maj

Love Cloud - March 7, 2012

Love Cloud - March 7, 2012

Our own awareness of the injustices, corrupt practices and self righteousness should compels us to be just, pure, and righteous. We have to turn our experience and awareness into action so like Jesus we can be living examples that His gospel is attainable and in fact can be practiced in this modern world.