Wednesday, February 29, 2012

A Big Step

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Forgiving those that have hurt us is as difficult as forgiving ourselves in our failures, I know because I have struggled with forgiveness for the past 2 years. I did something really foolish and ruined a really wonderful relationship with a person dear to me. I have tolerated someone’s foolish act consequently exposing myself to such foolishness as well. We both know then that what we are doing is wrong but we keep on challenging our strength to overcome temptation. Looking back I am thankful that God won and never allow us to be tempted more than what we can bear. However, the feeling of unworthiness haunted me. By the grace of God, I was able to go through a much needed healing process; He provided a constant assurance that despite what I have done, I am precious to Him. True to His promise:

“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” - 1 John 1:9

God’s forgiveness enables me to humbly admit and recognize the sin that I committed, I have thought of running away to forget everything but He has other plans. He made me confront and face the problem and the people involve. No matter how painful and disappointing, reconciliation and restoration is possible. My friend and I are in constant communication, God has been really good to us and consuming our heart with forgiveness and compassion. I honor my friend for the love that she has in her heart and for the courage to reconcile with me despite all the pains that she’s feeling. We’re both hurting but God is leading us to embrace the pain; offer and accept forgiveness. We are still in the process of healing but glad that we are able to take that big step – Forgiveness.




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